Tuesday, May 13, 2008'♥
What makes me think that my life is in deep shit?
I've been wanting to jump into the sea,
and end this misery.....
I dun feel the warmth in the house,
I was neglected by many people,
I thought of running far far away,
and never turn back again.....
They will be happy without me,
Just let them what they want to be...
God creates me to love them,
Life, since then, has never been the same...
I'm a provider but I feel like a stranger...
Never once I was appreciated and I felt bitter..
I made decision and something hold me dear...
losing them and that is my greatest fear...
The cry that was never heard,
The smile that was made up...
Has anyone notice?
Mom, what have I done to deserve such a life?
Have I ever once impudent towards you?
U've been showered with my love
And I make you proud with my well-being
Have I not done enough to you?
And that I have to suffer retribution?
Independently, I manage to survive...
And that is to say I'm depending on no one...
Does that makes a different if i'm alone?
I 'manned the ship' cos the 'captain' is DEAD and gone....
Promises has been broken...
Vows has no meaning.....
Living has been Hell....
And one day, I shall be leaving........
with love, 7:03 PM
