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Sunday, April 20, 2008'♥

Weekend was good...Saturday went swimming with family at Yishun Swimming Cplx. The kids were having lots of fun...I prepared delicious home-made nasi lemak for them. Bought swimsuit for Iman and he looks cute in it. He cried during his first dip and had phobia having bath at home,lol! Naughty boy!

Saturday night spent time at home with family. The house has really turn into a cyber cafe...The 2 desktops and a laptop were all occupied by the kids...I was busy as well, texting mak datins (hp is the only gagdet that i have, lol!)...three of them responded...well, gossip time :P

1st of May is a public holiday. I am going to have a prayer at home for my late parents, inviting friends and relatives...Hmm....that reminds me of last year..I hope this time it won't happened again.. Ppl had been asking me whether or not I will invite him (bloody fcking witch's husband) for the prayer. I will NOT have an answer for them...seriously I was hurt by what Brother had said to me thru the phone last year...he said that he will not forgive me FOREVER....just because of his wife's 'big-fat mouth'...she stepped on my tail, I'm gonna wag my tail and make her feel sorry forever...."Dun blame me if I become one coz, you've been telling everyone about me but sad for you, people had been pointing fingers at you, coz this is not the first time you've create chaos in our family, your main aim was to severe our siblings relationship. Also, a good mum will not instigate her own children, stirring hatred towards their own aunt, but YOU did it (well done, model mum!) Katak kalau baru keluar dari bawah tempurung, memang sering terlupa asal usul diri sendiri..Muka tak tau malu!" I really regret for having her as part of the family..the hatred in me will never be erased...

"Abang, do you still remember our younger days? Can you recall you bought me 'rocket' ice-cream when I was in primary 1 and I ate it while you said that, I shouldnt forget you when I grow older? Do you remember during the fun-fair ride and you bought me a dress? Do you remember buying me chocoloate milk drink and we shared the glass? Sad for you too, u've become part of a monstress life....long life abang!...Hidup Ibarat Lembu Dicucuk Hidung"

I pity myself...coz I've FORGET that you exist....Mum and Dad will be dissapointed to have a son like you, for not able to take care of siblings' welfare. I shall leave the rest to God...Tuhan Maha Mengetahui Kebenarannya....

Eh siak ah, citer pasal ni bleh maut aku bad mood...Okay tell you happy story next time, alright!! chowwww.....

with love, 11:48 PM