Tuesday, February 26, 2008'♥
I was busy packing for this weekend family event and was all set to go. Hubby plans to go fishing at Sembawang Park and I thought of organising some games for that night. Hmm.... Now I can smell the peppery aroma of BBQ chicken wings and savoury juicy grill satay. I can't wait for this big feast!
Hey, today is Iman's first birthday! I still remember vividly last year, at this very time...I was all ready to deliver Iman into this world but was told by the gynae doctor that my pregnancy was in 'obliged' position....(tunggang terbalik babe budak noti ni!)..Obviously I was worried sick and it took me 3 solid hours to make decision to go for Caesarian delivery. Ohsohandsome Gynae (Dr Mark Lim) was giving me counselling before the surgery...and he held my hands, gave me confidence and he assured me that everyting was going to be fine. I called hubby and cried coz I'm fucking afraid of being wheeled into the operating theatre. Exactly at 1.45pm, there I was in the operating theatre, surrounded by a group of understudy aged 20 odds.....One of them ask me how was my feeling...I told them, I feel like HELL and I adviced them not to get married and hv children... and if they decide to get married, opt for adoption is a good idea..lol! Jahat kan aku..heheheh!!
I was given anaesthetic injection through the spine and I can feel like 'electric tingling' ran through my back. The next moment I was numb from waist down. Dr Mark and Dr Mehtani were the one leading the operation team...It took them barely 15 minutes to get Iman out from my womb...Of course I dun feel the pain but I can feel the 'slightest movement' around my tummy area...NGERI!! I was half awake and was feeling daze throughout the procedure. The anaesthetic doctor was chatting with me and I got distracted with the OP mirror hanging above me, and GOSH! I can see them pulling the baby at 2.25pm! There was blood everywhere....and the sight scares me a lot...(mcm ikan kena siang sak aku!)
The first sight of my baby~....... I'm blessed having a cute baby like Iman..he has a soft supple, fair skin, and now he resembles 100% like his Dad...jealous banget aku sih!
Enough about that..those were the sweet memories....Iman is a happy boy now, he is able to stand on his own feet, able to show emotions and imitates others action. He is also very lucky to have a good baby-sitter who loves him dearly and treat him as their own. Blessed kak nor and family also (agar dimurahkan rezeki and diberi kesihatan), for looking after Iman and shower him with lots of love....I pray to Allah that he grows up one day to be an obedient and filial boy, and do his parents proud...Insya Allah!
(PS: The guilt in me can never perished. I live in misery with no one hear my plight)
with love, 5:05 PM
