I have a story to tell. Please get your coke and popcorns in case you get bored with it. A pen and a paper to jot down few facts about life, or if there's any journalist out there need stories for your paper, here it is...Rest, Relax And Enjoy...when the curtain goes up, the drum beats..and the story goes like this...

"I dun need to give you some time to prove that all this mess was not caused by me, dun come to conclusion that I was behind all this. I have to be frank and direct, like it or not, you got to hear this. No doubt he is in good relationship with me, that does not mean he is WITH me. We're good friends, like you and me. Never would I thought there's feelings between us. He is happily married and so do I. That doesn't mean we cannot be friends. I have no secrets with you, my dear friend, but I despise such behaviour in you. What do you expect from this relationship, if really it happened between you both? My only predicition is, you are going to be heartbroken and it is going to hurt you even more. What more? You are going to hurt your husband and if things like this happened in a marriage, the damage you may have caused arisen from this relationship is irrepairable. What is going to cost you? You gonna lose your trust is him and may end up breaking the marriage. What else you expect to lose? ME! Oouhh, I forgot....you dun need me anymore, a friend of 10 years, whom had gone thru ups and downs with you, whom had been a listening years be it good or bad times.

I do not wish to see my friend being in such a state, not out of jealousy, oh purleasse...we're friends after all. Yes, jealousy is what you thought I am, but hey, I dun need him either, even for FOC! You're 8 years my senior, that makes you have a sense of insecurity and thought that I am your rival. Mind you, I dun need a rival to get what I want. And I think positive to what I should do and work my way to achieve my goals, and of course, let alone disloyal to people I love. Talking about disloyalty..hmm..I'm thinking about 'What it will lead to?".....Sometimes, sarcasms can be hurting, but I have to say this, you're making a fool out of yourself...

See what happened now, he's gone from your life forever, he changed his mobile number, he quit msgr, delete friendster& tagged...why he do this? Because he loves his family and can't stand your possessive act..All those mushy2 text won't work on him coz he knows only his wife does that. Okay, I won't listen to him then or maybe you said that he's lying or maybe you said that he has given you false hope. Now that he is gone, what are you going to do? Or are you going to tell me that you're heartbroken?? That's exactly what I'm meant, darling.

I NEVER utter a word when you vent your anger on me a fortnight ago...coz you know why? Just because of him and you destroy this 10 years friendship of ours....The Victim? NOT ME! It is you....In case you read this entry, I have no grudges against you, I just want you to realised that life is all about being true to others. I've said my line, now my life has to move on.....never mind if you can't be there, I can understand that.

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