Tuesday, November 27, 2007'♥
"You're telling lies after lies, pretending to repent but repeat the same old mistakes. Saying that life has been so unfair to you, dun you realised that you are being unfair to others? Especially me! I had done so much to make you realised that life is not to hurt others but to appreciate what has been given to us by Allah swt. I felt so much hurt until when I woke up from my sleep, tears running down my cheeks, thinking what sins have I done to deserve such treatment from you...I am always there for you but you've fail l to realise my existence...When you fail to feel my existence, you fail to understand me whom all this while, is responsible for things (being good or bad) done by you and deep inside me, I realised that I'm a total failure. And when I realised that I'm a failure, I think there is no point for me to be around you, to guide you, to oversee things that you do, to protect you and be your mentor anymore. I rest assured to you that moment like this will come if you fail to find out who you really are and what you've done towards me..By the time you realised..I may be gone forever. Laugh out loud, celebrate the moment of my non-existence in your life, clap your hands, party all night, I will respect your decision. Never will I turn back if that moment comes coz I can't bring myself to see 'repeat episodes' in my life again...never..."
with love, 10:49 PM
